LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE
I think about putting my feeling on here just to get them out of my head. But then I realize no one cares.. No one will ever care!

Some times I wanna put my feeling on here just so I can’t get them outta my head… But then I realize no one cares.. No one will ever care.

ohlongdistance:

I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you.

attempt.

trance—infatuations:

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Go read my last post. You can see suicide from a different stand point!

October 10 2012…

What you put me through 
I don’t think you even knew 
Up all morning hoping I’d get that one text from you.
It never came, didn’t know what to do 
Just sat and cried thinking I can’t believe you 
What were you thinking why would you do such a thing. 
Went to your house not knowing what I would find, if you were there I would give you a piece of my mind. Such a selfish act, could’ve at least texted back. 
Tell me your ok and I would have left it at that.
I was a mess all day. Not very much I could say.
Kept to myself hoping I could hold it together for the rest of day. 
A simple question asked,
How’s your day?, I fell apart and had to get up and walk away. 
Wasn’t my place to tell them all the things I wanted to say. 
I’ve never felt so lost and alone. Didn’t even wanna go to my home sat a school for 4 hours just thinking about the unknown. 
Now that’s my story, all I really have to say. 
Next time you feel like ending your life. 
Think about how it will affect your best friends day.

Me. I know I’m not a poet or rapper, this is just the only way I could get my feelings out..
Got my letter!! Made @usacamps instructional staff (: Sooo excited! ❤🎀💙 #cheer #yay

Got my letter!! Made @usacamps instructional staff (: Sooo excited! ❤🎀💙 #cheer #yay

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