Some times I wanna put my feeling on here just so I can’t get them outta my head… But then I realize no one cares.. No one will ever care.
I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you.
Go read my last post. You can see suicide from a different stand point!
October 10 2012…
What you put me through I don’t think you even knew Up all morning hoping I’d get that one text from you. It never came, didn’t know what to do Just sat and cried thinking I can’t believe you What were you thinking why would you do such a thing. Went to your house not knowing what I would find, if you were there I would give you a piece of my mind. Such a selfish act, could’ve at least texted back. Tell me your ok and I would have left it at that. I was a mess all day. Not very much I could say. Kept to myself hoping I could hold it together for the rest of day. A simple question asked, How’s your day?, I fell apart and had to get up and walk away. Wasn’t my place to tell them all the things I wanted to say. I’ve never felt so lost and alone. Didn’t even wanna go to my home sat a school for 4 hours just thinking about the unknown. Now that’s my story, all I really have to say. Next time you feel like ending your life. Think about how it will affect your best friends day.
|—||Me. I know I’m not a poet or rapper, this is just the only way I could get my feelings out..|